Confused

I guess I'm just confused. I don't really understand what my friend is thinking. I'm doing everything that he told me to do, I'm asking how he is and trying to talk to him about things but I never get a response. And he keeps saying that he wants a relationship but he doesn't like his other friend being in a relationship. I guess I'm just a girl and what I say doesn't matter. I've tried helping and now we can even make conversation in the car. I feel really disconnected from him. I would never in a million years lose him as my friend. He's been there through the thick and thin. He's like the older brother I don't have. He knows all my secrets, everything. Even if he doesn't look like he's listening I know he cares. And it breaks my heart knowing that I'm ultimately doing something wrong. I guess I don't understand. Maybe...I dunno I just don't know. I'm not going to have the answers all the time. I just want to know he is okay. There's too much that has happened for me not to worry about him. Maybe I need to let go and stop worrying. But how can I when he is family to me?

Halloween

It doesn't really feel like Halloween this year. I feel like it's just another day but I get to dress up. Maybe that's because I dress up for play and act crazy all the time. The real answer will never be discovered but I really do love Halloween. I like seeing what ideas people can come up with for costumes. I went to school this year dressed up as Apolo Ohno; blue bandanna and soul patch. It was very fun. Now that I'm home I'm eating all the candy that is for the trick-or-treaters. I'm sitting here dress up in a Katy Perry costume with a Captain Jack Sparrow wig on. This is absolutely hilarious. I don't like that I'm by myself though. I didn't do anything fun for Halloween this year so it's been a drag. I tried to figure out plans but didn't really work out. Oh well I suppose, I have hot chocolate and a surplus of candy what else do I need ( I can think of a few things I need.) Well happy Halloween! Maybe I'll post pictures of the pumpkins I carved. But to finish the post I'm going to put a song up by Regina Spektor. Surprise, surprise. So here's Calculation by Regina Spektor.
-Brittney
P.S. Listen closely to the lyrics

Jesu- Jelly fish

What did you think I was going to write? I would have but obviously I put on my brain backwards today. I am completely exhausted. Real night of sleep has been only a dream for two weeks now. I've been running around nonstop, it's crazy. Romeo and Juliet is going awesomely. People keep telling me that I'm amazing and I love it (not going to lie). I tried out for another play too but I didn't get a part because I got the lead role in Romeo and Juliet so it's supposed to give someone else a chance to shine. I'm cool with that but I don't have anything to do this winter except learn to snowboard. Which will be an adventure of its own. (Note to self: remind parents that, that is to be my birthday present.)  I shall not forget! Anyway...I do have auditions in two weeks for a musical. I don't sing in front of people nor do I know how to read music. Hahaha so this will be very very interesting. Ouch my feet hurt. Ugh I have to go clean my stupid saddle shoes that are adorable but I do hate them. I need to go running I feel gross. I like chocolate way too much considering I'm eating some right now. Wow I'm just a freak or I'm just extremely tired. Both, I would say both. I love me. Hahaha this post is now pointless so adieu!
-Brittney

That fast

That fast. Like a snap of a finger, in a jiffy, seconds, but it's been months. Ah I'm so scared but happy at the same time. I'm not sure if I'll be able to sleep these next few nights because I'm so just ahhh! The pageant is finally here and I feel so prepared and unprepared if that makes sense. Probably not but oh well. I really am hoping for the best and even if I don't win there are some amazing girls competing with me and I know any of them will do a great job at representing Idaho. I have come to love them and I can't wait to spend more time with them. After this is over some of the pressure will finally be lifted. Well I have some more prep to do so I will update on Sunday or Monday. Have a lovely weekend!
-Brittney

Dear ----

Seriously are you freaking kidding me! You have had seven weeks to get your lines down but nope you were to busy goofing around. And now I'm supposed to feel bad for you? No I could careless what's going on in your personal life because let me tell you something. I have been working my butt off to know my lines while you're on stage making sexual immature comments about everything! Screw you! You have no idea how much I have going on right now. I have stressed myself to a point where I have made myself sick. Thanks a lot. I shouldn't have to babysit someone whose supposedly been in acting troupes and big plays. Lies, that's what I say. Sorry about you're family but guess what I DON'T care. I have lost my patience for you and I will show you no sympathy. Obviously you don't take this play as serious as I do. This play is my life right now and if you mess it up in anyway I swear to God I will make your life miserable. I am so so pissed off at you. You better not call line on Monday because if you do I will personally murder you. Everyone else can say line because at least they're taking this play to heart. If I was to have it my way you would have been long gone before this. I really hope you get your act together or I will say things to you that would get me kicked out of the play.
-Brittney

Francais

Je adore francais. Je ne sais pas beaucoup mais j'aime francais. Je suis americaine mais les francais sont mieux. J'ai eu repetitions aujourd'hui. Il sont bien. Je crois que nous faut beaucoup de repetitions. Je suis nerveuse beaucoup et inquiete. Oh bien. J'ai beaucoup a faire. Je dois aller. Je voudrais une tarte...Je prefer potiron de la tarte, pomme de la tarte, et chocolat de la tarte. S'il vous plait me faire une tarte. Je me suis perdue, tres perdue...Il est difficile jouer le role de Juliet. Mais amusant. Je suis stressee...maintenant je dois partir. A la prochaine.
-Brittney

Cake Pops

I love cake pops they are adorable, delicious and fun to make. Well fun to make if you know what you are doing. Anyway...I remembered that I was going to post pictures of them on here and I never did! So I shall do that now. The blue and white ones I made for my friend's party and they took me seven hellish hours. They were chocolate cake with chocolate frosting. Super delicious.  The red and orange ones I made for my dad's birthday. They only took me around two hours. They were a spice cake with cream cheese frosting almost better than the chocolate ones. But the next batch I plan on making will be near the end of this month. I'm not sure what flavor but I think they're going to be red and pink but not sure yet. But here are the pictures I promised a long time ago.

-Brittney

Regina Spektor

I must say that I am completely in love with her music. I haven't heard one song that I dislike. She is absolutely amazing. I know I have posted her song "Us" from (500) Days of Summer, check out that song it's great but I'm going to post a few of my favorite songs right now by her because I love them. I hope you enjoy them as much as I do!
-Brittney

Fall

It's finally fall. It may not seem like it because it's still warm. But I have no doubt that this fall will be great! I'm finally turning 16. Romeo and Juliet going up at the end of October. Homecoming game tonight, and homecoming dance tomorrow! Everything right now is just simple. Nothing to worry about.
All the birds are flying south and I thought about it one night while running. What would it be like to be a bird. It would be absolutely fantastic. Not having to worry about anything except yourself. You could go anywhere you wanted all the time. Take some time and think about what you would do if you were a bird.
-Brittney

Redundancy

I feel like all I do right now is work. I wake up go to school, either stay after school till five or come home and pick my brother up. I work on homework after I pick my brother up. I make us dinner get him ready for football. Do more homework. Work on lines, run, come home sit for 10 minutes, shower, homework, lines, bed. Wake up school, rehearsals, dinner, homework, run, homework, shower, lines, bed. I do the same thing everyday. Redundant...redundant...redundant...redundant...redundant...Thank god for my family, my boyfriend, my friends and the weekends.

-Brittney

Acting

When most people think of the word they obviously think movies, actors, actresses etc. It's way different when you are an actor or actress. You begin thinking about every little tiny detail that goes into putting on a production. I could list multiple things...but to make it clear and simple one of the things I think about is how I'm going to put my character together. How I'm going to be able to bring my own life experiences into building a character. That my dear friends is part of the Meisner acting. It's a very complicated thing to describe so I recommend looking it up. Ever since my acting teacher last year taught this to us I haven't been able to accept any other way of acting. What I do hate is people that use method acting. Okay, I don't hate them I just hate the way their acting looks I guess. It's gives a lazy performance I guess. All fake emotion splattered on the stage. It's just not right. Another thing that really really irritates me are when people say "Oh well acting isn't that hard I could do that." Acting is not a simple task there is a lot that is put into that people don't see. You can't just learn the lines and say them when you are supposed to. You have to know what each line means to your character break them down bit by bit. Find out why your character is saying that line. There is a purpose behind every line. The audience doesn't get the chance to experience any of that. Sometimes I wish people would stop and think about how long it really takes to put together a character. Acting is not a walk in the park. It's a lifestyle that you have to embrace fully and bring it into your life full time.
-Brittney

Classy America

Lets go back in time when the USA had class. What? Had class? The USA is the classiest country in the whole wide world *insert overly patriotic person from the south accent*. Oh the good ol' days when the US was just starting out. The men would open doors for women. Ladies first. You got dressed up to go to a tea party or a dinner party. Everyone was kind to each other. We had class. So what the hell happened to it?

I don't really know to be honest. Anymore you see people yelling at other people threatening them. Fist flying everywhere over the last can of spam at the store. Really? Now we have people walking around letting it all hang out. You see it at the mall, downtown, at the grocery store, a high schools, at clubs and even weddings. Classy huh? When I hear the word dinner party I like thinking about the '50s when the women would cook up a nice dinner and have the neighbors over. Everyone would be dressed in their best little dress and men in dress shirts and slacks. A dinner party now is hamburgers off the grill with maybe some ribs and a plate of bacon. All the women wearing booty shorts and too small tank tops and the men in gross stained shorts with cut off shirts. This would be sort of acceptable for my big fat redneck wedding. Even when I think of a BBQ I don't think of this. 

When I think of having to get dressed up to go somewhere. I think of a play, a party, and other places that are like that. Is that how America is now? Hahaha no. For some people you have to get "dressed up" to go to "the wal-mart". Wal-mart the source of all evil. You have to get dressed up to go there? God I'd hate to see what you usually wear if people are dressed up when the go to wal-mart. America I have one question to ask you. Why in the world do you like to embarrass our country by acting like this? I would much rather live somewhere else. But for now I am stuck here with The Wal-mart. Where dressed up is shorts that show your whole butt and a tank top that barely covers your chest. This my friends is 'MERICA!

-Brittney 

Anger

I'm just an angry person right now. Okay well maybe I'm not exactly angry just angry-stressed I suppose. I'm stressed about everything. School, grades, homework, play, lines, people in the play, pageant, opening dance number, my home life, running, etc. Why? HELL IF I KNOW! I hate this feeling trust me I do. So when I get too stressed out my parents automatically become super concerned even after I have told them I'm just stressed out. Then they become nosy and  piss me off even more. I know they love me and want to make sure I'm okay but there's a point where I don't know what to tell you because I've already have said what needs to be said. It's frustrating. I just need a day where I don't have to worry about anything....Sadly that day isn't coming anytime soon. Well I should probably go work on my lines. Goodnight.
-Brittney

Dear Immune System

Seriously? You thought I wouldn't notice that you took a one day vacation? Thought you could sneak away in the middle of the night to go "Jersey Shore" it up? Failure, failure, failure -- failure. For those few minutes you were gone I was brutally attacked. Temperature went up, fever set in. Shivers all night long. Wake up on Thursday morning feeling nauseous and dizzy. Oh and thanks for making me feel dizzy so I don't want to get out of bed therefore making me dehydrated. So you now have to work overtime to make me feel better. Congratulations on succeeding at nothing except for making me feel like crap. And today...what the hell? I feel 10 times better. Was I not allowed to go to school yesterday? This is ridiculous. For the next few days I'm going to be stuck being sick thanks to your little vacation. 

Love,

Brittney

Where is thy sheath?

Today summed up in a few words: sucked like being sat on by a snoralax. If you are not aware of what a snoralax is you did not grow up with pokemon. So yes my day really sucked. I woke up and I felt everything I put on made me look stupid. I then realized I didn't do my math homework. Went to school, started the day by having the school printer be broken and me being super confused on how to the background color back to normal. I let me tell you I tried everything even had one of my super smart guy friends help me. Then math then creative writing. Lunch where I finally printed the papers but apparently the printer got backed up and stopped printed and ya-da-ya-da-ya-da. Went to acting boosted my mood for an hour and a half. Went to English remembered a homework assignment that I didn't do. Told the teacher totally go smacked down by her. Left english only to find out my friends car keys got stolen. Called my mom and having her tell me she couldn't pick me up. Almost broke down in the hall way. Sat in the parking lot. Sat in front of the school. Mom finally got me. Had to go to my brothers football practice for an hour and a half while doing homework and working on lines. Yeah that was my day. Long as hell...That is why I need thy sheath. To slay thyself that doth drive thee inconsistent mind to the depths of lords despair!
-Brittney

Is it...

Weird that I'm brushing my hair and typing at the same time. I dunno it takes skill. Today in my words was magnificentbuloussomemazing to the max. Why? because it can be. Yes I know it's 9/11 but that doesn't mean I can't have a good day. Although my heart goes out to those effected by 9/11. The hardships that they will endure are nothing near mine. They're lives have forever been changed.
Anyway...things are pretty great first day of rehearsals tomorrow starting off with the "great" read through. It's so much fun to waste time reading through a script. Well I guess it's good though. And I actually don't have to just sit there most of the time but I will immediately start learning my lines I give myself 2 weeks to learn them all. Let's do this! If I succeed it will be like a boss. I haven't written much in the past few day just short little snippets but how about a song of the day! We need one of those. My hoofy scroofy (refer to post Hoofy Scroofy) showed me this song tonight so here it is Who'd Have Known by Lily Allen.

-Brittney

Understandings

I don't fully understand some people. Mostly people I'm actually quite close to. Like friends, mostly friends actually. I watch them do the dumbest things sometimes. I wish they could look at what they are doing in a different perspective. Sadly neither of them will. Yes two friends in specific a boy and a girl. Both doing that same exact thing. I've known these people for a few years now and never have they done anything like this. They are throwing away their high school lives worrying about things that are so dumb. Sometimes I wish I could tell them how I really feel but I don't want to make it even worse. I don't want to lose my friends either. I guess I would like a well thought out explanation of  why they keep doing this. They're obviously hurting themselves more than helping themselves. Seriously guys I'm not sure how much more I can take. I see it wearing down on you guys and it pisses me off seeing you beat up yourselves. Do yourself a favor and think about yourself for 10 minutes and not about anything else. Hopefully then you will realize what you are doing. I love you guys too much to watch you get hurt over and over again.
-Brittney

Holy cows from the moon

Today was freaking awesome. I landed the part of Juliet in Romeo and Juliet! I screamed and jumped around...almost cried. I was shaking because I was so happy. It's a very wonderful feeling really. Go find something that will make you feel like that. Although the world just shrunk by 10 sizes, crazy, crazy stuff. Anyway enough about Romeo and Juliet. If you would like to know more about it I recommend going to my other blog titled Romeo and Juliet. It's pretty fun. So today or yesterday since it is 12:05 was pretty much amazing. Well that's really all I have to say. And I can't put up a song of the day because it just started. So farewell my friends and check out the new blog.
-Brittney

Hoofy Scroofy

Hoofy Scroofy [hoo-fee screw-fee] adj. n. 

A word used by Mr. Owens; a person who is your boyfriend/ girlfriend or lover; a description of an odd person.

Ex: Avery is my hoofy scroofy. 

Ex: Tina is a hoofy scroofy

Ah yes the play season officially starts tomorrow. The life style I live for. My school life is about to begin. The smell of the auditorium and looking out into the rows of seats in the auditorium is all to familiar. I'm so ready to start acting. Summer was almost pure torture not being able to stand on stage (but I had other wonderful things going on so summer was still freakin' awesome!) Home...it feels like home standing center stage. Now going back to hoofy scroofy.  My acting teacher used that phrase  all last year and now I use it all the time. But sadly he resigned and now I don't here it anymore. Nor am I called B Driever or "you son of a-" nope none of that. Now class is sorta proper. I miss it all. Oh well, at least I learned all that I could from him when he was there and knowing that he helped me kill my audition and callback makes me feel good about everything. Well I find out tomorrow if I got the part. Until then my friends until then. Oh song of the day should be a song from Sweeney Todd because I say so. So By The Sea is my choice of song. Sang by the wonder full Helena Bonham Carter. 

-Brittney

And I thought I was...

Crazy, mentally insane, out of my mind, psychotic...Come to figure out that I am totally and completely sane. Ah!  What? Um no Brittney is not allowed to be sane. It's highly impossible on 30 different levels. But apparently I am sane. Haha got you there for a moment. Well I am sane when it comes to something in particular, and that is milk. Milk you might ask. Yes the dairy product that usually comes from a cow. There's chocolate milk, strawberry milk, cookies and cream milk, whole milk, 2% milk, 1% milk and skim milk. So many options right, so how do you choose. Well I personally love chocolate milk but only from Reed's Dairy in Idaho Falls...Strawberry milk is meh, it kinda grosses me out. Cookies and cream milk is heaven in milk...until I saw the calories it contained. Whole milk is Satan, it should not exist at all. It is cow fat in a jug. 2% milk is Satan's spawn, it's not as thick as whole milk but still nasty as hell. 1% milk is the spawn of Satan's spawn, it's definitely better than 2% milk but I still hate it. It's gross and too thick. Skim milk, some say it tastes like water. Well guess what I like water milk then because skim milk is the only way to go. It tastes like milk it looks like milk and I don't feel like I have to try to get the milk out of the container. So why don't you try all of the different milks I have listed and decide for yourself. But let me tell you something: I WILL NEVER EVER EVER DRINK ANYTHING BUT SKIM MILK AGAIN BECAUSE EVERYTHING ELSE IS GROSS!
-Brittney
P.S I still love you if you don't drink skim milk. :)

What's wrong with me!?

You know the times that you wish you knew what everyone was thinking so you wouldn't have to worry about stuff every waking moment of you life. Yeah well it would be pretty damn awesome wouldn't it be? I mean come on to be able to hear how people feel about stuff. What they really think about things. I dunno maybe it's just me. I tend to over think anything and everything. For example: (this story is totally made up) I go to the store to buy a pineapple and on the way I wonder if they'll have any. *fake scenario starts in my head* I get to the store they do not have any pineapple. I drive home and tell my mom they didn't have any pineapple she then gets angry with me and she never talks to me again. I don't go to college because I can't afford it and I never live a good life....See I really think about that stuff on a daily basis. I'm messed up in the head I guess. Okay back to the same pineapple thing. So I finally get to the store and they do have pineapple I buy it and come home and set it on the table. I walk away from it for five minutes. *another scenario* While I'm away from it Snarky jumps on the table and knocks the pineapple over on to the floor and devours the whole thing. The spiky things on the outside will tear up his inside resulting in taking him to the vet and everything going wrong.
I told you......I over think everything. So being able to read minds would be great but even as I write this I can think of 40 different ways that, that could go wrong. Anyway....Have a fantabulous day. I may or may not get a chance to do song of the day.
-Brittney

Song of the day

Hey what's this? Yes two posts minutes away from each other. I know amazing right? Maybe maybe not, depends on how you see it. Well I made cake pops again today they only took me a few hours this time (thank god) Well as the title says I'm going to post my first song of the day since school has started I would've done this soon but I was busy and didn't have the time. I'm sorry that I have neglected you. :( I still love you I promise. Hahaha okay well now that, that is out of the way it's song of the day time! Yay! Oh oops I lied. Went downtown last night with my silly,magnificent boyfriend. Walked around had fun running around. Saw some "cool" hot air balloons but "hot air balloons are overrated!" pahaha. Well today is his birthday. Which also reminds me that it is also my wonderful father's birthday too. So Happy birthday wonderful father and silly, magnificent boyfriend! I love you both very much! Okay now that I said happy birthday...It is now time for song of the day. Which I think should be Somewhere Only We know by Keane. It's a magnificent song full of magnificentness!

-Brittney

Moments

You know the times that you don't really know how to take in everything. The moments when everything in your life finally makes sense. The moment in your life when you finally know what you are going to do for the rest of your life. The moment when you know that you are loved for who you are. The moment when you finally feel like you are accepted for being you. The moment when you're happy but you aren't really sure why. The moment when you feel like you can do anything in the entire world. The moments that take your breath away without you knowing it. The moment when you just know why you are on Earth. The moment that chooses the rest of your life, when you ride a bike, when you fall in love, when you live on your own, when you get sad, depressed, happy, exuberant, outgoing, like you are floating away and never going to hit the ground again. The moment when you find life purpose, when you finally find yourself.
These moments come with a price. Some are fairly simple and don't require much of you. Others take a toll on your life and ultimately change you for better or for worse. Some people will never experience these things for some reasons untold. I ask myself why I am lucky enough to feel like this. Why am I lucky enough to have all this? I don't fully understand how lucky I am, all I know is that I am very fortunate to be who I am. Sometimes I wish I could help my friends when they need me but I don't always have the answers they want to hear. I just know that sometimes things do get bad and things may stay that way. But it all depends on how courageous you feel to build up the strength to finally take a stand for yourself. Once you do you can finally take a deep breath, and your first steps of a new life.
-Brittney

Terrible

Terrible because it's the last day of summer. Terrible because I have to go to bed in 46 minutes. Terrible because I have to wake up at 5:45. Terrible because this was the best summer of my life. Terrible because I have to go to school tomorrow. Terrible because my favorite acting teacher is gone. Terrible because I have no idea what my schedule is. Terrible because I have to spend the rest of this year at school. Terrible because it just is. Today was my last day of the very best summer of my life. I don't want it to end but sadly it has to. But all good things come to an end I guess. Well not all good things thankfully. But I am including song of the day in this. I didn't want to call this song of the day because it was getting repetitive. So the song that will conclude the summer of 2011 will be Babylon of the Occident by The Shanghai Restoration Project. I love this song so I hope you will too.

-Brittney

Song of the day

Well tonight is the last night of summer. But let me just say that this was the best summer I have had in years. Well apart from something that happened this summer but this summer was magnificent. And tomorrow is my last full day of summer. I'm not sure what I'm going to do with myself it's disheartening. Well it was a fantastic night so I need to put up a fantastic song so how about Tighten Up by The Black Keys.

-Brittney

song of le Day

Today was good. Pretty good. So um yeah. Nothing too exciting going on. I'm just really tired from running so the song should be quiet. Therefore le song of le day is Tommib Help Buss by Squarepusher. Yes more from Marie Antoinette.
-Brittney

How I spent my yesterday

Good morning world and all of it's creations! Ah well lets see here yesterday I made cake pops for the first time and wanted to kill myself afterwards because it's a pain the buttocks. I woke up early to make sure I had enough time to finish them. I woke up at 10 and made the cake and didn't get finished with every until 4. Yes 7 hours. Not too fun but the cake pops tasted great! Totally worth it in the end.
Well I'm totally out of it I have no idea what's going on around me even though nothing is going on around me...at least I don't think. I had mountain dew last night the first time in like 4 or 5 year. I now remember why I don't drink it. I makes me feel like crap the next day. It's like all the sugar just builds up in your system and waits there until you wake up the next morning and is like "hahaha what now! Your super tired and you can't do anything about it!" Yeah mountain dew is no bien. I thought that I was just really tired so I drank coffee after I got home from my friend's house this morning. Hahaha nope I'm just all jittery now. I'm out of it and jittery. Oh and to top it off I got 7 hours of sleep last night. Yay Brittney. Well I'm going to go attempt to read a book now. Bye!
-Brittney

Song of the day

Today was actually pretty good. I need to write some other stuff, but I'm not sure what I should write about. I'm making cake pops tomorrow so maybe that will spark something. Oh, random fact of the day: I swallowed a bug while I was running today then spit him out when I got home! Great right? Hahaha um no, it was really gross and disturbing. Anyway...The song of the day is french because I love french music. It always has a nice sound to it. This song comes from (500) Days of Summer and it is Quelqu'un m'a dit by Carla Bruni. I really like it, so I hope you enjoy it.

-Brittney

Song of the day

Today I wanted to focus on me. Okay sounds a little weird I know but I just want to feel top notch again. I'm not exactly sure how I felt today. But it always feels good to smile. When I was looking for a song none of them seemed to fit except for this one. When it started I immediately smiled. It was an awesome feeling to have a song boost your mood in a matter of seconds. Today's song is Falling in Love at a Coffee Shop by Landon Pigg.

-Brittney

Song of the day

Today was just sort of here nothing to great going on but some stupid and silly stuff. So today's song is In the Sun by She & Him.
-Brittney

Hair cuts

Dear lady who cut my hair last night,
   What in the hell were you thinking!? Just wondering because it seems to have turned out that you cut oh I dunno about 2 inches off my hair. Yeah thanks for that. I really do appreciate it! Sure I might have told you that I didn't want to do anything drastic, I didn't want to cut off anymore than necessary. Maybe you thought it would be funny to tell me 3/4 of an inch then cut off 2. Well let me tell you I'm laughing my freakin' head off. It's really funny since 2 months of growing my hair out was a complete waste. Thank you! I would like to say some really colorful words but I won't....You just better hope that my hair grows 4 inches in 2 months or I will find you...
Again, thank you!
-Brittney

Song of the day

Well today went pretty good. It was my mom's birthday, so Happy Birthday. Saw The Help today. It was absolutely great. I felt like I couldn't relax very much today. So today's song is a song from the Marie Antoinette soundtrack. Enjoy Concerto in G by Roger Neill.
-Brittney

Gross

Today there have been many instances of me getting totally grossed out. Lets start at the beginning of my day. I woke up this morning and went to the gym with my mother. I went to the same elliptical I always use and started my same workout. About five minutes into my workout I look over at the guy on the stair master. He is leaned over the handles on the top of it and sweat is dripping from his icky face all over the stair master. It looked like it was forming a puddle. GROSS. 
After I was done with the elliptical, I went and lifted weights. I just so happened to look up and see a man that looked like he had to have been in his late 50s. Then I realized what he was wearing. A cut off t-shirt and short shorts that were teal. I then looked at myself. I just so happened to be wearing short teal shorts...A 50 year old man should NOT buy his workout shorts in the teen girl section of the store. GROSS. 
Over at my grandma's house everything was great. I was talking to everyone and it seemed like everything was going good. I then looked down at my brother's hand to see that his nails are longer than mine. Dear boy, please, please! Keep your nails trimmed, sure they don't have to be perfect but they can't be longer than mine that's just GROSS.
Last but certainly not least my final gross moment of the day. I came home from my grandma's and had to do the dishes. I wouldn't have a problem with it really. It's not hard, you just put the dishes in the dishwasher simple as that right? No my family has decided to stop throwing their left over food in the trash. Yes disgusting  , it takes two seconds to walk over to the trash can and scrape your food in the trash. But apparently we're just too damn lazy to do that. So now I'm stuck sticking my hand in a cesspool of last night's dinner. GROSS.
-Brittney

Song of the day

I didn't combine this with sandwiches because sandwiches had it's own purpose. Song of the day is just plainly put a song that explains the "adventures" of my day. The song of the day is not a song I like. Okay I hate it really. There is actually a story behind choosing this song. Today I had a meeting for the pageant I'm going to be in. When we were practicing walking we played music. I shouldn't say music I should say a single song for the whole hour and a half of walking. Therefore the song of the day is Fire Burning by Sean Kingston.

-Brittney

Sandwiches

What a lovely title huh? Well I felt the need to write about sandwiches. Why? Because you have the whole "fad" of guys going around saying "GO MAKE ME A SANDWICH WOMAN!" Now as a lady I don't exactly like it but sure it can be funny. So how do us ladies come up with a comeback...Well men have decided the comeback is "Well you better comeback with a sandwich." Hahaha right? Hahah no. Well there is no really good comeback. But today I was watching Cupcake Wars on Food Network and a commercial came up for a new show. It just so happened to be called The Sandwich King. Let me emphasize the word KING. A king is a male figure is it not? So lets see here if we are supposed to be making the sandwiches why is there a sandwich king. Well it's obvious now. Guys who like to eat a lot of food could probably make a better sandwich than women. Why? Because they want to stuff their face. Men should obviously be the ones making sandwiches. Don't us ladies already do enough. Therefore "GO MAKE ME A SANDWICH MAN!"

-Brittney

People and Song of the Day

Today was like a wild roller coaster ride. Woke up feeling great, sort of tired. I came home from school registration and felt awful. I just wanted to go back to bed and not have to get up. It was just a very odd feeling I guess. But two people really made me feel like myself again. I want to thank them so much for that. I really means a lot to me. Therefore the song of the day is "slow descent" by Straylight Run.
-Brittney

Pourquoi?

Why do I feel like this? I feel like anytime something goes wrong it's my fault. I really don't like this. But everything is my fault right now....Maybe somethings are better left unsaid. I guess I'm just really confused but I'll just keep fighting through it until the end. I just wish someone would tell me that it's not my fault. I don't understand....I'm really lost. Hopefully today will help. I just hope everyone else is okay. I need everyone to be okay. I want everyone to be okay. But I know they aren't. Well hopefully I can help everyone as much as they have been helping me.
-Brittney

Spectacular

     Okay so It's sort of late, I guess not really. Today was an amazing adventure. Although I didn't get much sleep last night....Eh, life goes on no? I didn't get out of bed until 11 because I was tired. Watched part of the pianist. I love that movie now I just need to see all of it. Today is my two month anniversary with my boyfriend. You might be thinking two months isn't that long, but those two months have be absolutely magnificent!
     On a different note, finally getting somewhere with the pageant. Got the Miss Photogenic competition going on. Having a blast hearing about people telling their friends, friends, friends to vote. Might as well put it out here vote for me here ---> Brittney D. http://missidahousa.com/contestants.php?pageant=mt&year=2012 thank you very much. Every vote is greatly appreciated.
     And on to my last and final note. A lot has changed for the better in the past day, and I have a really good feeling about it. The next few months are going to be hard and things are going to change for the better. I just want to thank my family and my wonderful boyfriend for really helping me through this. I love you all so much. But for now I'm going to combine my song of the day within this because I can and I'm super tired. Got to get some beauty sleep so I look acceptable for school registration tomorrow. Today's song is Us by Regina Spektor.

Song of the day

Well today was also a very interesting day. Although I didn't almost burn my house down. But still very very interesting. So I have decided that I'm going to put a song to today and call it good and leave it at that.
-Brittney

Hey Look it's a Blog.

I've never had a blog before so this is sort of crazy in a sense. But that's why this blog is called "My crazy adventures" because I tend to have crazy everyday adventures. Actually I just got bored and wanted something to do. So here you are reading this. I suppose I better start with an adventure. I'll start with yesterday and go from there. So here we go I guess.

Adventure 1:

Oh, look my first adventure! Okay so here is what happened. We have bells hung on our backdoor so when my dogs need to go outside they just hit them with their nose and we come and let them out. Makes sense right? The string that we have the bells hung on is wearing out and becoming frayed so I decided to fix them. So you can usually just take a match and burn the top part of the string down to melt it back together. I decide I was going to do that. I take the matchbox out of the drawer and take a match out. I strike the match and that's when everything went wrong. The box wasn't closed all the way....The flame from the match in my hand caught a match inside the box on fire therefore leading to the whole matchbox catching on fire. I don't remember what happened really. I know I screamed and was freaking out a bit. After maybe a minute of it being on fire it put itself out. At that point I was in shock. I now know why they say kids shouldn't play with matches. My pyro days are over. 

-Brittney